Flashbacks

26/07/2011, 11:02am




Well, I had a flashback this morning. I remembered what happened with the nurse who I reported in hospital.
It wasn't a particularly pleasant memory, and I have to admit that I cried. I'm feeling a lot better now though, I'm kinda glad that I'm getting some memories back, even though they are bad ones. It's still hard to believe that I could have forgotten so much. I DO remember a lot of feelings, I remember the massive pain I was in, and I remember the panic when I was on the operating table and starting to bleed out.
I'm hoping that I can move on, and not be scared for the next one. Just not sure if I should try for a VBAC or go with the c-section....